Saturday, January 28, 2006

who am i to people? i dunno....lol...i dunno what my stand is amongst my so-called "frens"....

people who promised that they will keep in contact....to share.....naah....



cant be together....be can be frens? wanna go out wanna chitchat? naah...



everything im told last...everything i dunno....lol





really....i dont know the stand i have....a ball to be kicked about? a substitute? a sweater only to be put on when u r cold and u need comfort?

when u r happy u just ignore me and leave me all alone and enjoy urself amongst other people u get to see each and everyday?

when u r sad u come running to me and tell me all ur sorrows?

when u need opinions u come and ask me and then leave without a word of thx?



what is the definition of frens?
"when i need something then i look for u...otherwise...its my own life and my life has no u in my dictionary...."


is that it?




man....lots of such thoughts today....i dunno why either......haha.....
sighed many a times today.....heart feels like it is breaking...tearing....


but man...whats the use? does it make frens accept and acknowledge u more?




i might as well go talk to the wall....at least i know its facing me all the time.....





haha....man Joseph Saw....wassup with u today?








lots of thoughts....lots of hurt.....geez...



why cant i ever keep my feelings locked up....why do i always FUCKING get affected by my feelings?


tried to ignore and not feel anything...but i cant...i break my own promise to myself within minutes............




i dont wanna feel anymore....i dont wanna be hurt anymore....and i dont wanna care a freaking bit for anyone anymore.......



let my feelings cave in and just suffocate till they learn that nothing good comes out from caring for people too much and loving them too much....


one good example....the church.....*smirk*

yeah....the church....

many other examples too...u and u and u....wtf



do i get anything in return except for hurt? nth....appalling myself....





man JS....wats up with u today...







readers....do i make sense? no? haha....i thought so too......
forget it....read it and ignore lar....



just another blog whereby JS PMS....


yeah.....


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- 1/28/2006 06:56:00 PM

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